And so it begins…..
Week 1 and already my old blueprint is trying to take over.
What does this mean? Well, I am “all-in”, but my old blueprint keeps fighting to keep me in check. I have precise directions as to what my daily tasks are in order to accomplish my goals and yet I keep falling back to my old ways.
What are my old ways? I’m too tired to read tonight; laying my head on my pillow at night and then realizing I have not completed my reading; not getting up early enough or giving myself time to do my morning read and sit; skipping lunch at work and therefore not getting my reading in.
Now, today, I am up early ready to go and I know the reason for this is because even though I missed my sit and reading yesterday morning, and my lunch time reading, I went to bed early; got in my reading and turned the volume all the way down on the tv in the bedroom so it would not interfere with my sub conscious taking all of that “good stuff” in I had just read and starting the change in my old blueprint.
I know that nothing will change overnight, but I will tell you that even though I have yet to do this perfectly, never missing an appointment with myself, still I get amazing results. Can you imagine what would happen if I made every appointment.
What is very interesting to me is that I am a person of high ethics, never would I dream of not fulfilling my commitments to others, and yet I am faltering with my commitment to myself? This is the power of your old blueprint. You must feed it with what YOU want, and fight through all of the reasons why it tells you that you cannot fulfill this commitment. The crazy part is that I knew this would happen, and yet it is so powerful that I have missed a few of my appointments with myself. This made me angry, so I took some steps yesterday afternoon to change all of this. I put into my outlook calendar all of my appointments with myself! I will win!
Until next week……
Priscilla L. Brooks
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